It's all me: what to do

It's all me: what to do: what to do... I've been all over the place lately, I want to work, d. I want a man!! HELP!!! OMG!!...All I know is I hate the commercialism of Valentine's day, t just makes me lonely. My boy post's sunflowers when he remembers/but he has other things going. His father doesn't ever remember me, or he does and just doesn't do anything. Well, it sucks.