saturday night live

Today is my birthday, so happy birthday I was wished by a dozen or so strangers.Which was nice. Upon returning home I put on SNL which I was looking forward to because JT was the host and musical guest. They inferred that someone was transgendered and being so stuck on myself or insecure I always feel that they are referring about me. I AM NOT NOW OR HAVE I EVER BEEN A DUDE.I do wonder why people pick on me? 

Why do I still live here? I can't get a job because this LOSER I was involved with was a pervert, cross-dressing weirdo who I am sure targeted me for a relationship because he could fit in my clothes. And he thought I would remain silent because he was a 'SOMEONE'. SO BIG FUCKING DEAL, I'M NOT REMAINING SILENT AT ALL. I HATE YOU. I have never felt this way about anyone that I was involved with, even the ones who beat the living shit out of me and left me for dead, I pity those men, they must have their own hell, or if they didn't they surely will in the future. 

I also feel sorry for the people that protected those who knew about abuse and did nothing to stop it. Isn't it a  job of a parent to protect your child? I remember reporting my molestation to my mom and she ignored me, I was 7. I am stuck in this hell because of ANGELO D'ANTONIO raping me when he babysat me. There were more present and I am sure they will join him in hell. I can't have kids because of these kids. I FUCKING HATE YOU. laugh now . I do not have a penis or testicles, all reported I'm sure by a guy I went out with once, and thought I was going to marry

because I wouldn't keep my mouth shut about his perversion on Youtube, the people he was in a reality show with who discovered his ways kicked him off, they should have warned people or at least got him some help, blame him. He is the one in the wig pretending to be me, fucker.

 

October-Jekkyl and Hyde

This month I went to see the play Jekkyl and Hyde, I was a bit leery because I remember seeing the play on PBS with David Hasselhoff and I thought it basically sucked. This was a whole different story. Meaning the story was the same but the Production was incredible.

This revival is going to New York and Los Angeles. I guess we were a test group, and it tested  very well. It was really worth seeing. I am a play snob and this was worth my money. How much do you ask? Nearly $100. But worth it. I would gladly see it again. CJM might get a Tony nomination out of it. At least that's what I think.

Why is someone trying to kill me

Did I do something to anyone? I haven't worked in years, I don't have any money, so why?? Whoever this is, truly is a PIECE OF SHIT

Batman-The nation panics

I went and saw the new Batman movie after the shooting in Colorado. Justifibly, I was a little apprehensive. The lights go down, they show coming attractions for what seems twenty minutes to a half an hour. The movie starts...It's a dark- themed film. Not a light happy movie. We get 35 minutes into the movie and what happens???? They stop the movie abruptly with a boom. The lights come on and the usher, or what I assume is a manager comes in and says, " It's okay folks, you aren't getting the full effect of the movie, so we decided to start the movie over again. You will get a refund on your way out(re-admission ticket). It'll take about 15 minutes to get the movie recued. We collectively sigh. Was this necessary? I almost shit my pants. As did the woman next to me, at least that's what she said. We make small talk, like you do with strangers, at least I do with strangers. I try to treat everyone like I've known them forever.

The movie starts again and continues to almost 9 pm. OMG!!!  I thought it would never end. What started at a 4 pm showing went on for close to 5 hours; probably as long as the standoff with the terrorist himself. I didn't care for the movie until the very end, although I did think the acting was really good. I'd rather watch a musical. Maybe once it comes on DVD and I'm in the safety of my own home I could relax, but this was way too tense. And the violence was off the charts. Call me old fashioned, I watched Batman when I was a really small child, ran around the house with a towel around my neck singing the theme song with my brother. We were Batman and Robin. And they said this was the end of the Dark Knight trilogy, ok...make the next series a fun bunch, because you have to...I loved the new Robin!!! He is awesome!!!!

All-star game

Ok, Chipper Jones is on the all-star game, and I used to heckle him when he played against the Padres, yell "LARRY, LARRY" in a real whiney voice and get the crowd going, what a blast!! San Diego crowds like audience participation. Especially, if it's going to rattle the other players.
let's talk about the origin of his name, is it from a wood chipper? Or father of the Bride Chipper Chicken?? You make the call.

The Young and The Restless

This weekend I had the absolute pleasure of meeting the writer of the Young and the Restless. I have watched that show for so long, that I feel like I should be writing it as well. What the hell right?? They need me!! Hahahahaha, right!!! Funny, Funny...Anyway I got to meet Heather Tom from Bold and the Beautiful, and Christian LeBlanc from Y&R. Talk about hot!! OMG, he was golden!! Smooth, hot!!! I left with a bit of a crush actually, (taken directly from Brigit Jones Diary). And the book that I bought, The Y&R life of William Bell is so good, a must for any Y&R fan. I also got to meet Maria Bell, what a wonderful woman. I was most excited to meet her . I got to talk to them for a lot longer than most that were at the book signing, mainly due to my actual questions, not just a Fan thing. What a great experience. She really is an inspiration. Thank you Warwicks Books. You made my month.

Guilty plea: Child rape is not ok.

Guilty plea: Child rapist was accused of giving girls ’special juice’ before assaults this man will spend an eternity in Hell. He deserves to spend the rest of his life in Prison. I could give this another name, but it's still the same. he just plied them with his special juice??? Probably a soda juiced up. This kind of predator needs to go <away>. Problem with this is, he probably intimidated his victims. More people need to come forward - Speak Up America!!! This is a global problem, address it now!