Sunday, March 10, 2013

saturday night live

Today is my birthday, so happy birthday I was wished by a dozen or so strangers.Which was nice. Upon returning home I put on SNL which I was looking forward to because JT was the host and musical guest. They inferred that someone was transgendered and being so stuck on myself or insecure I always feel that they are referring about me. I AM NOT NOW OR HAVE I EVER BEEN A DUDE.I do wonder why people pick on me? 

Why do I still live here? I can't get a job because this LOSER I was involved with was a pervert, cross-dressing weirdo who I am sure targeted me for a relationship because he could fit in my clothes. And he thought I would remain silent because he was a 'SOMEONE'. SO BIG FUCKING DEAL, I'M NOT REMAINING SILENT AT ALL. I HATE YOU. I have never felt this way about anyone that I was involved with, even the ones who beat the living shit out of me and left me for dead, I pity those men, they must have their own hell, or if they didn't they surely will in the future. 

I also feel sorry for the people that protected those who knew about abuse and did nothing to stop it. Isn't it a  job of a parent to protect your child? I remember reporting my molestation to my mom and she ignored me, I was 7. I am stuck in this hell because of ANGELO D'ANTONIO raping me when he babysat me. There were more present and I am sure they will join him in hell. I can't have kids because of these kids. I FUCKING HATE YOU. laugh now . I do not have a penis or testicles, all reported I'm sure by a guy I went out with once, and thought I was going to marry
because I wouldn't keep my mouth shut about his perversion on Youtube, the people he was in a reality show with who discovered his ways kicked him off, they should have warned people or at least got him some help, blame him. He is the one in the wig pretending to be me, fucker.